| hi again (said all sheepishly) |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|11:25 pm] |
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so i am finally back in wonderful Boone, man did i miss it. its so much nicer here and there is less drama and so on and so forth. mike sold true value so now it is an ace hardware run by two rich people who are just having a fun time, their parents who are senile but insist on doing things like cutting keys so that they are all bad and all get returned, and their son Anderson who is obsessed with me. man i love it. and i want to quit, but they like me and said i can come back so who knows. and i wasn't gonna come back at all, being as i have a 12 month lease, but for those of you who havent heard, i'm dating somebody. i know, what a shocker. i prefer the term "struggling with monogamy." not because i'm not crazy about him, because i am. just because its different for me. which all of you who know my past history are aware of. but i'm working on it. so far things are going pretty well. except for the fact that he is in chapel thrill and i am here. but i see him like once a week. i feel like i'm in a real relationship. i'm freakin' out man! (sorry, for a second there i thought i was a stoner, nevermind).
speaking of which, have you seen super troopers? i thought it was gonna be sooo stupid, but i love it! littering and.....littering and.....smokin' the reefer. ah, soo good!
ok more later. |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|04:06 pm] |
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| | simon and milo - infatuation | ] |
so its been a few weeks. and nothing and everything has happened at the same time. my boss at the hardware store who told me to please not get another job is now giving me a total of 8 to 11 hours a week, which is not nearly sufficient. suckage. but i still love it, and all the people there. ioav, who works there, is going to appie state next year and he doesn't know it yet but we are going to be bossom buddies (is that how you spell that?).
also, kristen is the bestest person ever. i absolutely love her and i don't know why we never hung out before, she is hilarious! she and chuck and randy and i went to the zoo, don't laugh, it was wonderful. the polar bears were super exciting until i discovered that it was because they were prisoners of a circus in the carribean and now they can't stop the crazy head bobs and water ball tricks. but still adorable creatures.
randy and i have played beaucoup pool lately and i always win. don't get confused, i still suck, he just always manages to scratch on the 8 ball. but last night i won a game based purely on my own skill! that's right! i rock!
oh! i also got a car! it's a 2000 black subaru forester and i love love love it. it's super fun to drive and super wonderful. everyone must see it and drool, but not on the actual car...eww.
ok, thats all for now, must go get candy to bring to kathy's tonite for it has been much too long since i've seen most of the girls. including turkey throat. little miss infatuation misses you and i'm soo sorry i haven't called. i will i promise be less crappy in the immediate future.
i promise to try and update before the summer has completely escaped me, i'm horrible at this sitting still in front of a computer thing. |
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| YAY!! |
[Apr. 29th, 2004|03:11 pm] |
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Oh my gosh guys, today is possibly the best day of my year! I got up at 8 am this morning (after a wonderful night of 80s cover band goodness with 40 year old guys hitting on college girls and drunken college girls hitting on 40 year old guys) to go meet David Greene (who's grandfather started the True Value up here...and we all know how I feel about that...it's my heaven!) and sign a lease for the apartment Ashlin and I are living in next year! It's wonderful. $800/month, which is steep. But it has two bedrooms, two bathrooms, two walk-in-closets, a washer/dryer, fridge, and we will have a dog! And there is no more dorm life with hellish roomates, which I have an amazing track record with.
Also, it is another beautiful day and Rachel and I succeeded in wasting three hours outside today playing with poofy-tailed puppies and playing the guitar (well, the more talented of us played, i just sat there in awe, but still wonderful).
On Tuesday I will be completely finished with school and only two non-cumulative tests and a paper stand in my way.
Life is wonderful!! (There's a happy one Charlez.) |
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| Oh the melodrama |
[Apr. 25th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
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| | joss stone | ] |
So apparently I'm gonna have to start wearing a shirt that says "I'm just a skank, I don't want to date you!" because people are continually getting this confused. As we all know, I'm a big fan of the making out and any other sexual things I can get myself into. What I'm not into is dating every person that I hook up with. I'm in college, I want to have fun (for now anyway). So, Friday night I went to the drag show which was incredibly wonderful. Chuck should have won, he was hands down the most diva of any of them. And anyone who can walk in those shoes deserves an award. Then Rachel, Chuck and I went to the after party at this girl Meg's place. Super fun! It had been much too long since I got out and drank and just in general let myself relax. Spent most of the night with Travis and Risa (from Sci-fi class), Rachel, and very affectionate very drunk Charlez. Then later I went to Travis' room and we fooled around. Then last night he hung out with Rachel, Ashlin and I. He is a wonderful person, funny smart and nice. But that doesn't mean I want to date him. Without sounding too harsh, he is one of those bisexual boys that is more feminine than me. And while I love him, to date him would be like dating Chuck. And while Chuck and I tried to have sex twice on Friday, that doesn't mean I want to date him (sorry Charlez, you know I love you). So then today, Travis basically asked me out, and I (in the nicest way I know how) turned him down. Every time this happens I end up feeling guilty. And his away message now says he is "dwelling on how women disappoint me." Geezus, it's not like we broke up or something, I just said no. Argh.
Yay, Salvador is on the phone! More later... |
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| oh gloriousness |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|01:50 pm] |
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| | Matt Nathanson - oh the pretty | ] |
So, last night Rachel and I went to see Mystic River, and oh my gravy the sound was horrible. It strikes me as odd that we made 12 thousand dollars this year (and only had to make 5200) and we still cant afford to fix it. What is that?
I don't know if any of yall have seen that movie, but will someone PLEASE explain to me the very last part, where Sean Penn and his wife have sex and she's all "you're the king now, it's ok you killed someone you've known since you were 7." Oh Laura Linney you're a creepy one. I've seen the movie twice, I still don't get it. The first time I thought maybe I just missed like twenty minutes in the middle that made it make sense, but no, I was right. It's completely nonsensical and ridunculous.
Then Rachel and I hung out with her roomate, the weird kid. His real name is Nick, but weird kid fits him sooo much better. Or maybe weird perpetually drunk kid. Either way, he called my room and started talking to Jessica all about lube and dildos, etc. The little prude must've loved that. It was fantastic. Also, he offered to help me out with the shower thing, but I don't know how I feel about that one.
And today is absolutely beautiful, it's sunny and warm and my only class of the day got cancelled and the drag show is tonight and Chuck is gonna wear the most impressive shoes I've ever seen in my life! I can't wait!
I also got exempted from David Larry's final, which means I get to leave a day earlier than I thought and I am completely done with everything except three non cumulative tests and one paper. Piece of pie a.k.a pudding dumped in a pie shell because you are the ASU cafeteria.
Ok, now to run, the queen needs lipstick. |
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| survey |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|12:06 am] |
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Ok everyone, here is the question of the hour: Which is a better way to freak out my roomate the hound of hell (aka jessica)? Is it:
a) Have an orgy on my bed while she sits at that computer of hers writing her stupid stories which make no sense until she freaks out
b) Have sex with a guy in the shower right before she goes to take a shower wearing her shower shoes (and hello, only three of us use this one, its not communal for the hall or anything...and last time i checked i don't have aids!)
or
c) Have sex with a girl in the bed and invite her to join...short simple and to the point
And yes, I realize these are all sexually centered, but why not accomplish two things at once. Besides, Ashlin and I already spray painted in the tunnel "I hate Jessica" or something equally uncreative. Man we're buttheads. But seriously, she deserves it, just ask Rachel, she's heard the stories. |
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| minority student achievement |
[Apr. 17th, 2004|06:53 pm] |
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| | lanky | ] |
Like so many of you, I really shouldn't be doing this right now. I really should be writing my major paper for Social Problems on minority student achievement (aka- why black kids dont succeed in a school system dominated by whiteness). But, I've been at that for the past four hours, most of the research is done, and I'm at that terrible stage where I must start the actual writing...and I have nothing to say. The problem with this topic, although very interesting and a valid problem, is that no one knows why it happens or how to fix it. So, I have to write five pages about a mystery. Yuck.
And it was 70-some odd degrees here today, and I only made it outside for like ten minutes. Must remedy that for the rest of the week. I feel like my growth is beginning to be stunted.
So I saw Lord of the Rings last night with Charlez and Rachel, fantastic of course. But the sounds was scrumptious, like my father's oldest records. Then again, I don't pay, so I will shut up now.
Then we proceeded to wander around campus with my "drunken" Ashlin, garnering lots of looks, a few scoffs, and some good old fashioned panic. A good time had by all.
After that, I went and hung out with this kid Brian, who I met in Anne-Marie's class from hell, before he dropped it, leaving me to weather the storm alone with only Ashlin for comfort. He's most assuredly a cutie (apparently I have a penchant for black guys now). And he didn't even try to make a move, which was impressive in spite of the fact that I believe he is just laying the groundwork for future advances a la Vegas sleazy guy. But we all know what I'm like, and Lent is finally over, so things should work out nicely.
ok ok, back to work...or possibly Reservoir Dogs... |
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| a long time gone |
[Apr. 6th, 2004|08:32 pm] |
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| | The Strokes - This Life | ] |
wow its been forever...
In other news, I finally picked a major and can actually do something productive with the rest of my time here. That is of course if I decide productive is the most attractive option. Still can't decide between that and wasting away in a pool of beer and condoms. And since I now have a place to live next year off campus (yay!) the depravity will be even easier to accomplish. hmm...
My third roomate Jessica is still a tool, nothing new there. I thought that it was impossible for one person to be that disgusting, wasteful, and holier-than-thou. I was wrong.
I'm 20 now, two decades, give or take a quarter of the way through my life. And just in case I wasn't sure I was getting older, my 16 year old sister got her driver's liscense and a job in the same week. And she starts out at $7.25, more than I'm making at my job after two years. Ridiculous!
But on the bright side, it was absolutely beautiful out today, and I got to spend three glorious hours basking in the sun watching pretty boys play frisbee and bocce ball. It is supposed to be this way all week, but I have faith in my Boone. I'm forcasting snow tomorrow. Can't have too much of a good thing after all. |
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| for my kim |
[Feb. 16th, 2004|05:07 pm] |
may i feel said he
(i'll squeal said she
just once said he)
(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she
(let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she)
may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she
may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she
but it's life said he
but your wife said she
now said he)
ow said she
(tiptop said he
don't stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she
(cccome?said he
ummm said she)
you're divine!said he
(you are Mine said she)
e.e. cummings |
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| in honor of valentine's day (ick) |
[Feb. 14th, 2004|12:26 am] |
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| | emergency alert system test on the t.v. | ] |
she being Brand
-new;and you
know consequently a
little stiff i was
careful of her and (having
thoroughly oiled the universal
joint tested my gas felt of her radiator made sure her springs were o.
k.)i went right to it flooded-the-carburetor cranked her
up, slipped the
clutch (and then somehow got into reverse she
kicked what
the hell) next
minute i was back in neutral tried and
again slo-wly;bare,ly nudg. ing (my
lev-er Right-
oh and her gears being in
A 1 shape passed
from low through
second-in-to-high like
greasedlightning) just as we turned the corner of Divinity
avenue i touched the accelerator and give
her the juice, good
(it
was the first ride and believe i we was
happy to see how nice she acted right up to
the last minute coming back down by the Public
Gardens i slammed on
the
internalexpanding
&
externalcontracting
brakes Bothatonce and
brought allofher tremB
-ling
to a:dead.
stand-
;Still)
e.e.cummings |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 10th, 2004|04:19 pm] |
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You know what gets me? How people are so ready to tell you every fucking thing in their lives, but they don't give a flying fuck about what's going on in your life! At first I thought it was just a select few, but I'm starting to realize it's a select few who actually do care. Everyone wants a fucking shoulder to cry on and wants you to fix all their fucking problems and for that to be it. People are so fucking self-centered! And as near as I can tell, they don't even see it in themselves. They think everything is hunky-dory, that this is the way people are supposed to be. Maybe they are, maybe I missed the point when it became okay to be a selfish asshole. And if they do know they're doing it, then that's fucked up. Did I ask to be a fucking doormat? I'm nice, that doesn't mean you can be an asshole to me! You can all fucking go to hell! (and of course those of you that i love that don't do this to me are wonderful, you know who you are) |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 5th, 2004|11:47 pm] |
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| | my roomate's breathing (yumm) | ] |
You ever have one of those days? They suck. But I'm going home for the weekend! Yay! If you're around the thrill, call me because you love me. |
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| I need to get laid! |
[Jan. 30th, 2004|11:30 pm] |
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| | Pat Benetar (shut up, its a guilty pleasure) | ] |
Ok, so Chuck and I went and saw Shattered Glass tonight, and man is Hayden Christensen hot! Also it was a somewhat disturbing, kinda creepy film. But back to my point...I need to get laid! (Chuck adds he needs to be with his boi, but fuck him and his monogamy) I have this bet going with a friend and I have to last longer than him without one of my vices. Somehow, that became sex. I know, what was I thinking (right kimmy)? This is soooo incredibly frustrating! |
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| YAY |
[Jan. 23rd, 2004|01:59 am] |
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| | grateful | ] |
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| | norah jones | ] |
I love Christians!! They pick you up and don't make you walk all the way back from cold as shit horn-in-the-west!! |
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| you guys suck |
[Jan. 19th, 2004|09:50 pm] |
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ok, i've finally fall victim to the livejournal craze...all for kim and chuck. and they better appreciate it! don't expect too much. |
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